I have no idea what I should do at this time. Honestly, I prefer reading my favorite books to taking part in some outdoor activities. I know that staying alone with books sometimes makes me negative and lazy. I have tried, tried and tried but everything just lets me down n down. I just want to be who I am.I just wanna block my acc for a long time whenever I get down.
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Most of them are pointless, but they just wouldn’t go away.I want to write, but off-late writing has become strange business. I am not short of words. But, every time I sit to write, I have to let my imaginary spirit open doors inside my head, one by one, the clank of locks disturbing a silence I treasure. I walk into those rooms with their woebegone walls and listen to the strife of melancholy echoing inside; it is as if all the words that I have, are hiding in these rooms, in trunks and chests, closets, deep wells.
Sometimes, they walk out, to help me with an agony unbearable, they who never come to me when I am happy. But mostly, they are hiding somewhere deep inside. I could summon them, walking to each room, and calling out for them. They would come if they hear her laughter, if they hear her talk, if they hear her say nothing, and yet, say everything.